The Handi of the Soul: How Baba Cooks Us from Tamas to Nirvana
The Leela
In the sacred verses of the Sai Satcharitra, specifically Chapter 38, we witness a mesmerizing sight: Sai Baba acting as the Divine Chef. He stands before a massive Handi (clay pot), cooking food with his own hands to feed the masses. He serves vegetarians and non-vegetarians alike, meeting every soul at the level of their desire. But hidden within the smoke and the bubbling broth is a profound mystery.
The text describes Baba physically moving the faggots of wood up and down to control the intensity of the flames—Indaney he swaye khalvar. Why such attention to the fire? Just as a cook raises the flame high to cook raw meat or hard pulses and lowers it to a gentle simmer when the dish is nearly done, Baba is cooking us.
This human body is the Handi. When we are raw, filled with Tamas (inertia, ignorance, and impurity), Baba increases the heat of life. We experience this heat as pain, struggle, and taap (suffering). It is not punishment; it is the necessary fire to cook the raw ego. As the soul softens and enters Rajas (action/passion), the flame is reduced. Finally, when only Satva (purity) remains, the fire becomes a gentle warmth, leading to the nectar of Samadhi.
This progression was beautifully mirrored in Baba’s interactions with Laxmibai Shinde in Chapter 42. In his final days, he asked her first for dry bread, which he fed to a dog—symbolizing the shedding of animalistic Tamas. Later, he asked for bread soaked in milk—softer, representing Rajas. Finally, he asked for Kheer—sweet, requiring no chewing, symbolizing the state of Satva and ultimate absorption. Through these simple meals, Baba was guiding a devotee’s journey from hard penance to the sweet, effortless state of liberation.
? The Conflict / Doubt
If a devotee attains Satvagun (the mode of goodness and purity) and performs selfless service, why is salvation not guaranteed immediately? Why might they still face rebirth, and what is the hidden danger within goodness itself?
The Revelation
The path to liberation is a journey of ascending through the three Gunas—from Tamas (darkness) to Rajas (passion) to Satva (goodness)—but the journey does not end at Satva. The spiritual curator reveals the following profound truths:
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The Trap of Sattvic Ego: Even purity has an ego. The thought "I am a noble person," "I am cleaner than others," or "I have done this charity" is a golden chain that binds the soul to Maya. This is Sattvic Ego. As long as there is an "I" claiming credit for goodness, the cycle of birth and death remains.
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The Necessity of Nirgun: One must transcend even Satva to reach Nirgun (the attributeless state). In Satva, there is a high possibility of falling back down due to pride. In Nirgun, the trace of ego is completely erased.
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The Illusion of Doership: We often claim credit for our good deeds, but this is ignorance. A good deed requires a convergence of divine compassion:
- God provides a stable environment/mindset to notice the need.
- God places compassion in the heart.
- God provides the physical strength to act.
- God provides the financial resources.
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The Correct Attitude: When a good deed happens through you, instead of feeling pride, one should weep with gratitude.
"Lord, it was your compassion that this good deed happened through my hands, otherwise a wretch like me could never do this... If I will take care of their desires willingly, then for sure one day they will also take care of my wishes."
- The Cooking Process: Pain is proportional to the Tamas within. If you are facing intense heat (suffering), understand that Baba is burning off deep-seated impurities. As you purify, the heat naturally subsides into the peace of Kheer (Samadhi).
Scriptural References
đź“– Sai Satcharitra Chapter 38 (Ovi 37), Chapter 42 (Laxmibai Shinde)
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In the sacred verses of the **Sai Satcharitra**, specifically Chapter 38, we witness a mesmerizing sight: Sai Baba acting as the Divine Chef. He stands before a massive *Handi* (clay pot), cooking foo...
